I expect most of you have noticed that there has been little mention of Rob in the past few weeks. This is because our relationship has been floundering and is now over. The distance was causing issues and there wasn’t enough between us to sustain our bond through the weekdays when we didn’t see each other. I was also acutely aware that my life in Centreville was being severely neglected because of every weekend being spent in Gordonsville. Rob had little interest in getting involved with my side of the world and I was feeling the toll with having to do all the traveling.
I have no regrets as I have found two wonderful new friends in Rob’s neighbors, Jim and Jessie, and I can now identify tractor models. It has felt wonderful to get back into my activities again and to not feel so exhausted after each weekend. Autumn has arrived and I am looking forward to paddles, pedals and hikes to see the beautiful colors, getting back into urbexing and most importantly spending more time with the very dear friends who were neglected during the summer. And just maybe, I can find someone who wants to do these things with me...
You are so wise Debby. Your decision makes complete sense. Definitely find someone that likes all tke exploring around you do! It will make your fun even "funner"!
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